I can't tell.

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show.

-- The Show, Lenka.






I not dare to make a call... even just a msg.
That's why I had deleted his hp number and all his msgs.
I can't really remember his hp number so I have no any way to find him anymore.
It's good, right? I hope it is.
I can't find a way to tell him when I'm damn f**king miss him!
This is the only way I can think of to control myself from falling deeply and deeply.


All of my friends ask me don't take it seriously... and I replied :"Don't worry... I know it's just a love game... because he is F**king playful!"
He is a playboy... definitely. He is good looking, fair, tall... summore is a sweet talker.

Yeah~ Just a love game... just a love game.... just a love game!!
I keep reminding myself it's just a LOVE GAME! Never stop. =(
But you know what... I rather I get hurt.... upset and cry also don't wish that I really can take it as a love game.
I'm not cold hearted. I'm serious... always.
I hate those people who treat relationship as a game... and love to fool around.
Screwed those F**KERSSS!!!



Again...
Love ain't easy...
and FOR SURE... love never is a game.

♥ Mr. A

Memories are killing me.
I can't sleep well because he keep appearing in my dreams.
He is such a special guy in my life that I will never forget.
I have no idea why this time I fall for a guy so fast yet so deep.
I won't ask why... since I know there's no reason.
All I know is....








I miss him..... badly. ♥

Still ME ♥

No matter how I change... Im still ME.

My bff told me... just be HAPPY.

Life is too short and it's meaningless to spend time on those guys that don't even know you but they do judge you behind.
Just... don't care.
As long as Im happy... then everything will be fine.
So have fun.... just like always. ;)

I'm narcissist! ♥

=P

❤ Happy Birthday, Babe Cash! ❤

Old pics of us... when we went to sing K last time. =)




Honey, Happy birthday ya! <3

We MUST stay pretty and cool! =D
All the best to you.
May all your dreams come true. Get what you want!

Love you ❤







Another babes of mine also just passed her birthday. I had celebrated with her but I haven't get the pics yet so stay tunned. Next post ya~ =)

Bizzy Body Slimming Roadshow

Going out for pool! =D
I'm in rush so no speech just let the pics do the talking ya~!

Welcome home! ♥

I'm GORGEOUS!!!
Yeah~ I am. =P
Took this when I was working as showgirl in Bizzy Body Slimming roadshow.
Btw, I just work for 1 day because it was a freaking tiring job!!

Back to the topic~
Here some new stuff I got home recently!
Welcome home babes!!! xD

Ralph Lauren Perfume

Nivea Extra Whitening Body Milk & "Be Gorgeous" Body Scrub
I just so in love with the word "GORGEOUS" lately. =D

This 1 I think no need to intro ya~ Because it's 1 of the Shu Uemura star products.
Well known cleasing oil. =)

Kiehl's lip gloss in nude colour.
Love this and now I can't go anywhere without it. xD

Kerastase Serum Nutri Sculpt
It's time to take good care of my hair.

What's this?
Take a guess~

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Photo albums!! Super cute, right? =D
They have different titles, 4 seasons - Spring, summer, autumn & winter!
But I would like to differentiate them with putting pics of Mine, Family, Friends and Lover! =P

Pain Pain Pain!!!

I fell down accidentally in my room few days ago. =.="Clumsy me. Of course I felt super pain on that moment but I don't care once the painess gone.

Then here my legs for yesterday...

Left leg -

Right leg -

Not really obvious, right? So I just leave them like this.

Then today when I woke up I saw these...



Left leg -





Right leg -



WTF! =.="Friday night how am I going to wear dress?!?!
I never wear jeans to club. =/
Arghh!!! No choice. Jeans for sure. =(









Okay. Forget about my legs. 1 of my babes officially single now.
Congratulation, honey~! =D
Look forward and don't look back anymore.
You deserve a better real man. ;)

♥ My nails, ♥ Myself.

As I said, I fall in love with nail art. So I have to take good care of my nails for sure! My nails are super fragile... hard to grow longer and keep longer as well because my nails break easily. How pity. =(

My friend told me that 1 of the main reasons my nails break easily because they are not healthy enough. Means lack of vitamin E or what. So when I was shopping at Metrojaya, Times Square and saw all the products of Sally Hansen are having 50% discounts, I bought this without any hesitation.

Vitamin E Nail & Cuticle Oil
RM39.90 less 50% = RM19.95

Damn worthy, right? xD




And here another worthy package that I bought at a nail salon, Megamall which I had a manicure session there.

O.P.I High-intensity Hand & Nail Cream and Nail & Cuticle Replenishing Oil
RM90+RM92= RM182

But I bought both of them @ RM90 only. Super worthy package!!
TEEHEE! *Untung* xD

I take good care of everything, not just my nails. Lots people say that I become fairer than before and I really happy to hear that! Who don't wish for a fairer skin? Not me!! =P I did put a lot of efforts to become fairer. Sun block, whitening shower gel, whitening lotion, Meiji Vitamin C for internal use and always hold an umbrella on hand once I step out from my condo. I spent quite lots of money on these stuff. So don't ignore my efforts. I deserve it. =D


Except fairer, I wish that I could become as skinny as her!

Fucking skinny!!! Right? =X
Don't you feel that girl like her needs our protect badly?
Skinny = Fragile LOL!
She always let me feel that I wanna protect her.. keep her away from danger. =.="
I want to become skinny because I wanna give a same feeling to others.
I'm fragile! LOL!
No need to say it out. How nice. xD

Don't say.... Juz HUG

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，

她会很骄傲，

她会很冷淡，

她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?

　　
请你张开你的耳朵，

也请你打开你的心，

去听她心里真正的呼唤，

而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有谁对谁错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多、我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。